My friendlyness get me into trouble

I'm way too friendly. I've always been that way, and can't seem to stop it. I don't mind people telling me their secrets since they trust me, but a lot of things I don't want to hear, and it's mostly from guys that tell me these things. In my mind it goes like this

• guy: So my balls hurt, and are blue
• me: Umm, ok?
• guy: I had this wet dream about...
• me: uhh...(omg, why are you telling me this?!)
• guy: I saw everything, and it smelled like a$$
• me: wtb??!?!(what the beep!)
• guy: now what if I handed you handcuffs, and I ____ you?
• me: wow, can you just stop, please. why me?

that's just a sample of the things I hear, and it can get pretty bad with the girls too

• girl: It's that time of the month
• me: oh gawd
• girl: his ___ is _ long, but it's hairy
• me: ok, eww hairy
• girl: i got so drunk that I licked ___
• omg, no stop right there

so people, i don't mind hearing your stories, but somethings should be kept to yourself.

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I Hate Change, but Change is Good?

A couple of times, some people have told me that I've changed, but not changed in a bad way, just more out there, or out going. I don't think that I've changed, or if I have it's not by that much. I think it's just more of my personality coming out, and I'm hiding less of it. I am spreading my opinion more, which is giving me more of what I want. Things are kind of going my way. My acting has gotten a tiny bit better. This time in class I wasn't the topic of badness. Bill Fagerbakke the guy from "Coach" and the voice of Patrick from "Sponge Bob" came to my class. He also sat next to me, and after watching me act on screen, he gave me some positive feed back. I wish I had gotten an autograph or something, but he was a really cool person. I am over school though. I want it to be over, and head to LA! But after LA I'm not sure what my plans are exactly with someone.

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Glow Sticks?

So I had the weirdest dream today. I was dreaming I was in summer classes. One of my teachers from acting for directors was talking about cinematography books. Then this other mean teacher lady was talking, and I heard her say, you guys are all homos. My friend travis started laughing because he's gay, and tell's his straight friends that they are all homo's....homo sapiens. He later said to me "Can we adopt her, I love her." I gave him a funny look, because I knew she was the mean type. Anyways, we were sitting at this black labortory table, and was given a bag of little tubes that had liquid inside

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Sickness Sucks Big TIme

Blah, I feel really sick. And nope not the love, sea, or car sick. I am kind of home sick, now that I think of it. I haven't seen my family since spring break, and I just want this school year to be over so that I can go back home, and travel. Speaking of travel, Me and my two friends are going to LA for a friend's birthday party. We want to spend a week there, but it's gonna cost a lot. Hopefully we can convince a certain someone to let us stay with. It's gonna take a miracle, and all of my skills to make this work, so I need this to happen. After that trip, I need my passport for the Canada gathering in August. I can't wait for that one. A group of five including me are going to stay together, and it's only 4 days after my birthday! I'm going to get me a little cake to celebrate when i get there, and we should do karaoke. I'm making a note of that. I do really wish that this person would go with us. I'll keep bugging them until they do. Hmm, well that's for the future, and I'll discuss that later. Oh and by the by, people need to cover their mouths when they cough, and wash their hands. Stop getting me sick!

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History Likes to Repeat itself Over and Over Again

Well it looks like ms. Jaded J is back to where she started. I spent this week crying over life, love and school. Finally got things back to order by taking a break from everyone, and reflecting on what's going on in my life. I realized I suck at acting, not bad at writing stories, and when it comes to love, I make a full circle from where I started. Filming that project was really tiring. We got lost looking for the location, didn't get all the shots I wanted, and when I went to the building to edit, the doors where locked. But there's always tomorrow, which is when I have to finish editing for class on Tuesday. Anyways I learned that people can surprise you with their habits/ways. I'm hoping it's just tough love with my god parents, but lately I can't depend on them on a lot of stuff. I don't expect them to wait on me hand and foot, but I ask them politely for things, or when they have time can they take me somewhere. I mostly get an ok from them, but when the time comes for them to help me out, they fail. I mostly need my car and or a car, so that I don't have to depend on other people to give me a ride. FYI my mother has the car so that she can handle things back home, while I go to school in a different city. Well that's pretty much the tip of what's going on in life and school, as for love...well that's another blog entry.

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