The Road to my obession of stickam




Once upon a time there was girl who was addicted to a website name youtube. There was so many interesting and random videos, that she spent most of her time finding and watching them. One late night on youtube, she spotted a video pic of a guy that reminded her of Channing Tatum. She quickly clicked on the video, so not to miss her one chance of watching this video. To her amazement it wasn't him, but a youtuber by the name of Rocci Giovanni Berrini. Not only did she think he was cute, but really funny. She made it her mission to watch all of his videos, and that's when she developed a crush. She discovered that he a myspace, and asked to be his friend. There she discovered that he made more videos, that were equally funny, and then his video about stickam.com arrived. Curious about what stickam was about she joined in his chat to find that he was actually interacting with others online, and this was her chance to get to know him more. After the first day in his chat, she got an account, and couldn't wait for him to go live. Everyday she would check to see when he would come on, and everyday he did. He told stories from his past, and all she could think about was how wonderful he was. But tragedy struck, and he stopped coming to his chat. Sadden by the fact that she wouldn't get to talk to him like they use to she moved on to another youtuber that she found on stickam, by the name of Supricky06. Unlike Rocci's room she didn't feel accepted. There was inside jokes that she didn't understand, and the host didn't seem to care that she was there, until one day they made a connection through music. That one song that brought these two people together started a wonderful friendship. She also became a regular, but just like the last chat, he stopped coming to his chat regularly. It was a long process but lucky she found a room that was friendly to her, and she already knew some of the people in there. She met the host of the chat (which will remain a mystery for now) and chatted with him for a bit. It wasn't until her friend that always flirted with him, was absent from the room, that she did the flirting with him for once. It was all fun and games, until she decided to push her game with him further. She pretended to be another person, but he saw through her disguise. She was determined to keep up the act, and in the mist of the conversation he told her that she was "still an annoying b*tch". She hoped that he was joking, but it did hurt her, and she thought that he disliked her, so she stopped flirting with him. He still made sarcastic comments to her in personal messages, but she still wasn't sure if he liked her or not. Time passed and an announcement of get-together was coming up, where she would meet all of the guys she's had crushes on from youtube. Well this is the first stop of this chapter, but we'll continue next time

The start of something.....good??

This isn't my first blog, but it will be the one I'll stick and continue with. I will enclose every detail both good and bad about what goes on in me rl and E-life on here, and hopefully i can look back to turn this into some kind of book, or it will give me a laugh on how foolish i was when i let the things turn into a huge problem. OK now that i have bored myself, let's get to the details

Not to sound emo or depressed but it's easy to say that for the next few years at my college, i will alone with no close friends to hang out or party with. Mostly everyone here has their own clique and I'm not rich, popular or athletic to be in any of them. I do miss my friends back home, but back at home i have less freedom to explore and do what i want to do. I'm glad my family is there for me, but I'm tired of taking care of everyone and i just want me time... is that being selfish? Even when I'm with my friends i feel like a third wheel, because everyone has someone, whether it's their boyfriend, ex, or even a child. I think back of all the times when i was too scared to ask if that "one boy" who we will call Josh B. really liked me, and were the rumors true, but that's for another blog. Or what if I gave that "creepy blind date" guy with the gross breath a chance with me, would things be different? It creeps in my head sometimes that I wont find that person that loves me, or I end up not loving them back til it's too late. OK now it's getting sappy, well I'm ending for today,
Til Next Time

 

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