This isn't my first blog, but it will be the one I'll stick and continue with. I will enclose every detail both good and bad about what goes on in me rl and E-life on here, and hopefully i can look back to turn this into some kind of book, or it will give me a laugh on how foolish i was when i let the things turn into a huge problem. OK now that i have bored myself, let's get to the details
Not to sound emo or depressed but it's easy to say that for the next few years at my college, i will alone with no close friends to hang out or party with. Mostly everyone here has their own clique and I'm not rich, popular or athletic to be in any of them. I do miss my friends back home, but back at home i have less freedom to explore and do what i want to do. I'm glad my family is there for me, but I'm tired of taking care of everyone and i just want me time... is that being selfish? Even when I'm with my friends i feel like a third wheel, because everyone has someone, whether it's their boyfriend, ex, or even a child. I think back of all the times when i was too scared to ask if that "one boy" who we will call Josh B. really liked me, and were the rumors true, but that's for another blog. Or what if I gave that "creepy blind date" guy with the gross breath a chance with me, would things be different? It creeps in my head sometimes that I wont find that person that loves me, or I end up not loving them back til it's too late. OK now it's getting sappy, well I'm ending for today,
Til Next Time
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