Yesterday was the day we first talked
Yesterday we became friends
Yesterday I made plans to hang out with you
Yesterday was just another day
Today I thought about you.
Today I waited for you
Today you came around
Today we said nothing to each other
Tomorrow is the day I'll see you again.
Tomorrow will be the day I'll touch your hand
Tomorrow you'll spend time with me
Tomorrow will never happen with us.
You know those people that you talk to, and everything has to be about them? You talk about your day, and they bring the whole conversation about them. You talk to them about their problems, then they whine and complain about how you should feel sorry for them, when you really shouldn't. It's all about them, and when it's not, it better include them. I think this is the reason why I feel like a guy mostly with my feelings. If you're constantly conceited, then I'm not gonna spare your feelings or feel sorry for you.
I'm not gonna lie, I'm not a morning person at all. Or every will be at that. I'm use to waking up in the afternoon. Hanging out til the night, and then going to bed in the morning. That's how things should be, not waking up before 10am in the morning. Anyone that's woke me up in the morning, or has been with me in the morning knows I'm the worse person to try to wake up. I'm grumpy, don't talk, or give you dirty looks. When I was younger my cousin said I had to be nice and smile at her, because I always get mad, or scare her. So I smiled, and boy was it painful. Moral of the story is, don't wake me up in the morning, if you're not prepared to pay for the consequences.
Hello. I am a sugar addict. I can no longer hide this fact, and it's hurting my daily life (not really). Today I brought home a bag of pixy stixs from Easter and made it into lines, like coke. Don't worry I wasn't going to snort it or anything, but I knew at that moment I had a problem. I try to limit how much sugar I physically put into things in breakfast, lunch or dinner, but sometimes I need that fix, and it's time to pull out the candy. Sure I'll get few cravings here and there, but I love sweet stuff. I only eat 3 cereals- Fruit Loops, Frosted Flakes, and Rice Kripy's. Which all have a sugar coating, or you add the sugar. I eat Raisin Brand, but I pick out the sugar covered raisins to eat and throw out the nasty flakes. I can't even enjoy tea, because it taste like flavored water. Did I also mention I'm not a big fan of water (I know this is really bad too, but I'm trying). Green tea, and raspberry tea are ok, but it's not my cup of tea (oh yeah, I put a pun all up in there). I have improved though from when I was a child with sugar. I no longer drink over at least 5 cans of soda in the afternoon alone, and barely add sugar when needed to help me recover from this bad trip. Now I'm off to go finish off a bag of sour gummy worms (kidding, well...kinda) But the sugar makes me the sweet person I am today, with the bitter personality ^_^
For once I feel at peace living in a dorm on my own, having a few good friends hanging out with, and usually time to do what I want, when i want it. With my new attitude I've found every little bad thing that's happened, balances to a new good thing. Today they cut a lot of people off an hour from work at the end of the day including me. Sure this means less money for me, but I get from free time grab some food to eat instead of starving the whole day, and tired as well. Anyways, I guess all my built up stress, frustration, and anger are on vacation, and it's left me a carefree spirit...who is still forgetful about her homework or projects she needs to do. Or feels lost, since I'm no longer driven to do something since I'm running out of time. I like this feeling, but unfortunately it's not very productive. Also recently I've been having very vivid weird/scary dreams. I'll write more on that later, which will be more interesting, but here's to a peaceful april. P.s I made my first simple gif with the shoes. Yes I'm proud it's simple
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