I think it's time for me to disappear for a while, see if things change while I'm gone. I'll be gone for a while, and who really knows how long that will be, but I know I need this time to see if there's still that chance of hope, respect, honestly, or love hanging around that I can't find while I'm here and available. I haven't been this exhausted since the first time I got my job when I was 16. People want so much from me, and I'm wearing myself thin trying to give it to them, but I get nothing in return. I'm not expecting a check in the mail, or a gift, but a little appreciate or "How are you?" "How was your day?" "What did you do?" would be nice towards me, instead of the other way around. I'm pretty sure they'll find a replacement soon while I'm on leave, but if they really needed to find me, they know how to reach me. Now for big plans I do need a mini get-a-way for the weekend before the end of March. I don't care where too, but I would prefer it not be back at my hometown, and maybe stay with a friend or something. After all the flight is free, and I would like to stay under a budget, but to have a good time. For now let's hope February turns into a good month, because it's not starting out well. 
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