7 days til I'm 21, and it's kinda scary that I'll be a full legal adult. I'm no longer a child or a teen, and I can't hold on to what little childhood I have left. I'll make this short and sweet, I'm hoping everything turns out well on my birthday and in Canada. Here's another song from Instant Star that I love, and even though it's not directed to anyone in general, it fits right here,
This morning/afternoon I had the weirdest dream. I think I was first in a grocery store with some guy that was kinda chubby, and he was Asian. We were kinda sneaking around in the store playing tag, and running around. Well we got yelled at every time we'd sneak around the corners, by the people that worked there. Then some how we got to this apartment place and I was collecting or looking for something. I gave my sister this big white bag and she was taking it down stairs, and that's when I saw a bunch of coins that I tried to grab, but couldn't get to it. Anyways I get downstairs to a red SUV and a little girl with a doll. The thing is, the girl is kinda like my sister or cousin, and the doll comes to life when the two of them are alone. I get in the front seat joking around, and that's when some guy who I guess was a father figure yelled at us to get in the back seat. So we were crammed in the back seat, or I felt that I was crammed in the back and it was weird to me. We were driving, and the person next to me turned into my my cousin Diana. I could barely understand her, but I ended up talking about walmart, and agreeing with whatever she was saying. That's all I can remember now, so T.N.T
I try not try not to cause any drama or issues with people, but I guess me and drama/trouble go hand in hand. Now I'm on facebook, but I don't really use it, because I don't understand it. I did have facebook before it got big, but I preferred myspace until I got my account hacked on there. Anyways, one of the many applications that I have is the human pet. Where you can buy your friends as pets, and blah blah. So I haven't had much issues with that app, except when I accidentally buy a pet, but lately that I haven't done that. Well for the past week or few days, some guy came outta nowhere and bought one of my precious pets. (the precious, my precious...ok get it out of your system now.) So we went back and forth getting the pet, then he started buying ALL of my friends that I bought, and bought me. Later on he named me annoying, which i can only guess means because I wont go down without a fight. Still going back and forth and renaming me "Villain" this time, I still tried holding on to my favorite pet. This time to test if he was really trying to mess with me I bought some more friends that no one outside my circle knows them. Today I found out that he bought them too, and named me "Bloody Tampon" yes that's right, bloody tampon. That's gross, and I've had enough. I'm keeping my favorite pets, and I bought myself, the next time that guy buys me, and names me something like that, he's gonna get a piece of my mind. Ok until next time which should be really soon.
I don't know what's wrong with my sleeping habits. Some nights I'll stay up til 4am or a bit later then fall asleep for a few hours to be awaken by the loud people in my house getting ready to go to work. Other nights I'll just be up for almost 24hours not sleepy. Maybe I have too much on my mind, and it's keeping me from sleeping. I'm not scared to sleep, and see what dreams may come, but I don't know what the problem is. I don't really remember most of my dreams now, which kinda makes me wonder what's gonna happen in the future. When this happens I'll see something going on, that doesn't make sense at the time. For example, "I'll be in a room with people I've never seen before and talk about some absurd subject." I'll think to myself in the dream that I know this will never happen, but it does, and I can't stop it. Later on I'll be awake and the situation will happen. I guess it's not too bad, but it's never important. Anyways, this probably isn't making any sense at all, because it's past 6am, and I haven't slept yet. Well good bye and hopefully I'll fall asleep after.
I can't believe I haven't updated this in a while. A few things has happened since my last post. I've gotten in touch again with some old friends back home, and had the chance to hang out again. Going to the mall, movies, spa parties, carnivals. I've also had time to go visit with family, which is a change from when I was going to school. It feels like I haven't left, but I still notice the changes that happened while I was gone. The biggest things on my mind now are my trips, mostly to Canada, and my 21st birthday coming up too. Which I keep having dreams about. I wanna work on an art project, and hopefully that will clear my mind, and keep me calm. So this update will be short, but to the point.
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