I like to think of tv as one of my favorite teachers. I've learned so much of life's lesson's from it. One of my favorite shows to watch now is, "The secret life of the american teenager". Even though at times it can be chessy, and it annoys the crap out of me when no one can keep a secret so everyone knows everyone's business, and I do mean EVERYONE. Seriously, does your parents need to know from your best friends that the guy that knocked you up that's currently dating the school's slut, had sex with your ex boyfriend for his first time? I know I'm ranting here but it come on. After the christian girl who vowed to only have sex after marriage had sex with her bf, then the next day everyone in school knew about it, and how much she liked it. Rumors did not spread that fast at my school, but I'm going off of topic like usual. Today's episode was about mistakes and how we all make them, and lately I've been making plenty of them with one person in particular M&M. I've lead things on, knowingly I shouldn't have. But I thought, why not? It's just this once, it wont happen again. Things have gotten deeper and I felt screwed the further things got. I do think things are starting to look up now that there's a change in the situation, but I still feel that chain from them holding me back from which i'm still trying to break. Let's hope for the best.
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