I can honestly say that I do not like my Godparents, and at times I hate them. They're always talking about someone, or judging them in a way. They want you to agree with them that they're right about everything, and I never see them give someone a good light view. Now how they treat me is worse because I'm their goddaughter. I remember being young and going to their house a few times with my sister. Things seemed fine, but the last time I saw them was at christmas. I remember a santa there, presents and them giving me a ginger bread house. That was wonderful, but then my mom told me that the reason that was the last time I saw them before they moved to vegas was at christmas time, they told my mom not to buy any presents for me or my sister because santa would buy them. Well santa did get me 2 presents, but my little sister received none. Did santa forget to get my sister a present, or was the fact that my sister is not the goddaughter of them the reason why she didn't get a gift? Well Me being 2 years old I asked, "What about Jasmine?" Jasmine didn't get a present, but I did give her one of mine. Years later I thought that would have changed. I was no longer 2, but now 20, and things still didn't change. I'm constantly treated like a kid, criticized belittled by them in every way, guiltily because something they could have done or should have done is some how my fault. My newest situation with them involves this book I had last year from my roommate Courtney. I had the book and we were about to leave, but my godmother wanted it. I didn't want to give it to her, but i did. Now a year later I need the book, and they can't find it. So she tells me she'll pay for it if they can't find it and that was our agreement. Well now my godparents said, "We felt like you wanted to dump the book so we didn't take good care of it. I'm going to figure out how to pay for it, and return everything you gave me so it never happens again." Ok so I'll take the blame on this again, I didn't think I was going to take the class, it was a very last minute choice, and I'll just take the verbal abuse from them like always. Nothing will ever change from them, and I can't wait until I can graduate and only come back here for a few years to visit if I can.
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