It's about time October gets here, I don't think I've ever been so happy to see it here, but as you can tell I'm super excited. My plans are mostly towards the end of the month when I travel with my twin to LA. I really wanna be Little red riding hood for Halloween more than anything, but every costume I find looks bad, or maybe too small if I can't wear a teen size. My backup plan is to be Alice in wonderland, Goldilocks or even Wednesday Adams so hopefully that all works out. With school things have be so so. As usual i wait til the last minute to do my homework, but in grades I'm doing somewhat OK. I should be happy that i don't have extremely hard classes, or hard classes at all, but i haven't found that one thing that makes me WANT to get up in the morning or the day. It doesn't have to be work, school, or even a person, but some spark that makes this all worth while, or gives me that motivation. til then I'll just have to force myself to get into the habit. Two things that have been bothering me lately are when people start doubting me on what i can do, or should be doing. I know criticism is suppose to make you improve, but the way people put it makes me defensive, and more determine to prove them wrong about what I am capable of. the other thing is when some *cough*(cousin) calls me on the phone to talk about her and her problems, but doesn't want to listen to a word I have to say, and gets made when i don't want to listen to her, or stop listening. Anyways, tomorrow we are going to go see if our club T.R.A.M.P will be born, more on that later.
t.n.t-jewella
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hope u find that little red ridding hood costume, but u so could totally make one up w/a red skirt and red blouse. O and all those other ideas sound just as great! I know what u mean when u said "i haven't found that one thing that makes me WANT to get up in the morning or the day. It doesn't have to be work, school, or even a person, but some spark that makes this all worth while, or gives me that motivation" I soooo can relate but like u said we just have to keep on going.
*hugs*
xnight
You should visit West Hollywood during Halloween. It's like crazy scaled down Vegas costumes meets Carnivale in South American countries.
And sorry that you're feeling like this. It just takes time before you come across something that makes you happy. When you will be ready it will be ready. And waiting for you. Whatever it is that your little heart desires to make it happy.
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