That 4 in the morning feeling

I'm wide awake at 4am because a friend wanted to get up that time, and now I can't really get them up. I think it's best that they stay here though, after the little party we had in my room with my roommates friends. It kinda felt like old times when me and my best friend Kaylah would have a party at her house, but I know I can't go down that "let's go get drunk" every week deal; I'm getting too old for that and have other people that are on my mind now. Speaking of other people, though things are starting to get clearer, I've found myself or someone has found a liking to me as a crush. It's cute, but really at the wrong time at things. I barely know this person, and it's really fast knowing about this. I do give them points for sorta hinting this out, because if I ever hear about guys with crushes on me, it's too late since they've moved on. It seems like the month of September is going to make or break whatever is going to happen in October, whatever that means. I really need to talk to one of my old friends like Kaylah, or Liz to sort these things out, because I don't really know who to talk to about this, without already having their side already decided. Well my eyes are starting to hurt, and I need to go back to sleep so that I can wake up again around 8ish

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